
THERAPY
Sarah Bader
That one song
That makes you remember
That one night in summer
Laying on the couch,
Feeling the softness of the blanket
Smelling that night in August
Seeing the darkness out the window
And the white of your phone
You talked with your best friend
Who hit rock-bottom depression
She said “Please,
Stay up with me, I don’t wanna be alone”
And that one song she heard
The same one in your ears
As the sun slowly awoke
And the moon retired to its tomb
You felt a tear fall from your face
As you heard the beginning guitar riff,
You pressed your phone to your chest
Pretending to sleep so your dad
Could still be unknowing of that night
That night that turned to day in
The corner of your eye
As you heard that one song
Begin once more
You saw the sun grew higher
And the sky got lighter
It’s red glow spilling over your fake-asleep body
As your dad woke you up
And you pretended to rise
And you looked at your phone
She said “I need to see you today
I don’t wanna be alone.”
You put on shoes and got in the car
Your dad driving up the hill
And past the fields
As the orange-pink sky faded to blue
The clouds nowhere in sight
As the song slowly faded and ended
And finally began again.